You must have this crazy idea of what the word "forever" means. Or, maybe the dictionary just lies to me. I say what I mean and I mean what I say, but hunny, you've walked away and I'm still holding on to your word like a child clinging to their parents leg.

I thought it was you and me, babe, but apparently it was just me and the scent you left lingering. I could have swore I locked that lock, but you must have found the hidden key, because you opened your heart right up to someone else. I refuse to the "used-to-be" because, sweetie, I prefer to be more of the now or nothing type.

And now I have to be the girl in love with the boy who's in love with someone else, who once thought of me as his entire world. But "once" isn't good enough for me.

It's funny how one person can change the whole route of another person's life. It's silly to think that we said "Soul mates" but you handed your soul right on over to someone else, so quick that I could swear I felt the breeze of you slipping away.


I understand now that you and I share totally different meanings of the word forever. And I will find my forever, even if it takes forever.